Day 32

What I did:

I was able to get so much done yesterday, even having my grandson walking behind me opening cupboards and throwing some things around. I just determined to keep going and sort of give my little helper some direction and distractions. It wasn't perfect, but at least I didn't give in to the temptation to throw my hands in the air.

I also kept my healthy eating diet, and have now lost six pounds since Sunday. I already feel better on the inside, just knowing that the choices I am making are good, conscious choices. Before, when I would just pick up whatever would fill the void, I actually avoided thinking about what was going into my body so I wouldn't have to change my habits.

My little one's teacher also came over with her two kids yesterday. I also consciously opened myself up a little, getting out of my comfort zone, but the real victory was in seeing where she was at in raising her two little kids and being able to really listen to her and encourage her about the process. Since I have a whole range of children - from age 22 to 4, I believe it can be comforting for a young mother to hear that she's doing well, and that the tough times of getting up in the night or potty training will end eventually.

What I learned:

There are numerous ways to approach interacting with others, ranging from being introverted to finding common ground in complaining about life or speaking words that build people up. It's easy for me to fade into the background sometimes. It's also easy for me to speak up - wanting attention or "glory" for myself. Again...very easy to find a connection with others by looking at how bad life is. What's not so easy is having conversations that both glorify God, and also encourage and uplift others. I don't know why it's hard, but I know it's rewarding. When I have had a really great interaction with someone, focusing on the good, the pure, the lovely, I immediately feel peace in my heart and encouraged myself - even when the other person is not necessarily encouraging. I want to think on things "above", and relate those things to others. I get the benefit as much as anyone I may converse with!

Until Tomorrow~~~Elizabeth